Application process here I come!

So I have more or less completed my application for teacher training! Now I just have to build up the nerve to actually put it in the mail. I had no idea this part of the process would be so hard. Its extremely nerve racking. I think its mostly the money thing. I wish I had an abundance of money, then I would have something entirely different to worry about! My partner keeps telling me I need to let go and trust. Stop trying to control the uncontrollable, i.e. everything. He's wise and obviously right. Although I know this intellectually it really is hard to live by, even for brief little snip-its of time. I am definitely working on it though. It seems like every part of my life is trying to reinforce this lesson right now. After this whole money making / work (or lack there of) debacle, I feel like it is a lesson that I need to learn pretty much right away. I am trying! I am doing my best to let go and trust.

Let go and trust.. Easy right?