Consistency is key..

I am consistently unreliable.. does that count? No? Feck. Anyways, I am here now and thats, as I've been told, all that matters. Things are a bit up in the air right now, its looking like I maybe have a job opportunity (fingers crossed) for the summer. The other down fall to this, other then being away from my girls would be that I have to put off teacher training until Spring 2012. Also, if I do get this job I won't be able to practice in an actual studio for somewhere around a month. The idea of that is totally terrifying. I have reached a point where I feel physically strong and like I am about to really make some emotional / physical break thoughs and the idea of having to start over from the beginning is thoroughly upsetting. It would be an excellent opportunity to develop my home practice. Having said that, the hours of work are long and forcing myself to spend any free time doing anything but relaxing would be difficult. Maybe just what I need, a new challenge to help me catapult my practice into a new place. Any who, this is all just what if's. Hopefully I will know soon! As soon as I know, so will you!